Liadan’s Mes

The Death of an Unborn Child
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I never saw the golden sun
Never enjoyed a child’s fun
Other children never met
Christmas presents I’ll never get
Once the love of my mother’s life
Now my mother’s only strife
Pressure given, Hearts broken, love died
While my mother softly cried
Pulled for a place secure was I
Never saw my father’s eye
Missed out smelling foods to eat
And playing with my tiny feet
Aborted from my mothers womb
Buried in a tiny room
I follow her from day to day
Wishing I could go away
Angel torture in her mind
A knowledge that is so unkind
Decision that she can’t undo
She said “My world I bid adieu”
Her body now lies next to mine
Her spirit left to pay the fine
Abortions victims leave a price
and those who cater “IT ISN’T NICE”
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©March 5, 1997

The Calling
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Warm in the embrace of the lady am I
I soar in her glory and on her wings fly
She’s given to me all things that I need
And supplied me with people my knowledge to feed
She’s given me wings to fly thru the dreams
To cheer or to guard is for me to deem
I am a fairy or a fae as they say
I into your realm come to brighten the day
Also a guardian a dragon am I
With your call for assistance I can not shy
I’m sworn to serve the Lady & Lord
And harm none with my flaming sword
I stand as your guard, and heal your wounds
for both Fae and Dragon has come my call
To lighten, to guard to heal is my path
and to wander the dreams and listen for all
A fae , a dragon, a human, a tool
I do not wish to be a fool.
,
For Mysti my friend

Snow’s Story
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Here in darkness
Here in light
There in kindness
There in fright
He has knowledge
He has power
She is lowly
She will cower
This the snow told
What will our future hold?
Love
Hate
Power
Glory
The snow recited this story
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© 28 November 1996

My Child
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My child
I gave my life
So that you could live
The greatest gift
That one could give
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My Child
I wish you could
But you can never know
How much I love you
And that love will always grow
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My child
I watch you play
But from afar
From high above
Upon a star
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My child
I walk with you
From day to day
My child please know
I never went away
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My child
You were a gift
From heaven above
Sent to bathe
In your parent’s love
.
My child
Remember how special
How beautiful you are
for God sent you
To me from afar
.
©2001
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Written in memory of a good friend who died in child birth

Journey
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A journey that I must embark
Please my dear make no remark
This is to be my happy thing
When I return a smile bring
And the joyful things I know
Thru my placid face will show
And when this journey finally ends
You and I will make amends
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© January 30, 1997

I Cried
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I cried tonight
the unshed tears
That I have held
for almost a year…
I cried tonight
and shed the burden
that I carried
that you didn’t hear
I cried tonight
because I loved
and didn’t let you know
that you were world to me
I cried tonight
for all my shameful deeds
because you saw
what I wanted to be
I cried tonight
and showed my soul to you
I couldn’t fight
and hide my fears
I cried tonight
and not because I was sad
but because I loved you
and couldn’t hide my tears
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© 6 June 2002

I Can Not Fly
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Fallen from the sky
Is no longer able to fly
Set him on my pedestal
But once again I was the fool
Now I’m laying on the ground
How I wish he were around
Crying many unshed tears
Can not even hide my fears
Hoping that he’ll only see
What I really want to be
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©15 May 1996

Guardian Angel
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As I slowly turned around
My placid face turned towards the ground
A mirror made solely out of glass
People flocking as a mass
As I quickly look ahead
Burdens face me made of lead
Now I teeter on the ledge
“Someone pull me from the edge”
My desperate plea gone unheard
The one I loved was disturbed
Now I fall increasing fright
My guardian angel now insight
And as I fall into his arms
I know that there will be no harm
On the ground I safely sit
In this rock a babe would fit
And as the softest cry for help
The one who needed wanted felt
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©April 1997

Forever
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As you say “I love you”
I feel your love so true
I just want to hold you
And say “I love you too”
The first time that I saw you
I felt it in my heart
That we were joined together
Never to be apart
It’s something unexpected
But something kind and true
Always and forever
I will be with you
.
© 16 January 1999

Death’s Embrace
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I long for Death’s embrace.
It comforts me at night.
I await Death’s kiss,
it takes away my pains.
Death’s arms encompass me
like a warm blanket on a cold night.
Death my friend,
Companion, and my lover.
I long for Death,
and the comfort he brings
I live for him

© 15 April 2003